Can someone explain this girl I love to me? She makes no sense and I can't figure her out. (long)?

Seems like she doesn't want to be bisexual and doesn't like the gay side of herself. Just because someone stairs at you doesn't mean they like you. She probably just got a good vibe from you and wanted to be your friend. When I'm not interested in a girl that I have a feeling likes me(when she talks about LGBT people), I try to ignore that subject. I also don't like telling men/boys that I'm bisexual. I just don't do it for many reasons/also people who are easily amused by sexual orientations. Maybe I'll tell it to some guy or gay guy or bisexual guy I really know. It sounds like she only likes you as a friend. She probably knows you like her. I can be the same way, I'm just expressionless, like Doctor Who(watch how he acts around someone that likes him)(also, same with Gaz from Invader Zim). My face, body, voice, lips, eyes are very expressionless. I don't blush, my pupils don't dilate(tiny pupils, barely there), voice is dreary and low, face don't smile unless I laugh really hard, I don't sweat(no matter how far I've ran/how hot it is/barely sweats at all, weird), and my body barely has any curves to it to get an expression. Maybe she's like that? Expressionless? Don't understand her body language? I also think she wanted you to go to a different college to separate the both of you. I have a feeling she didn't care so much about what school you went to as long as it's not the same one she's going to. I'm bisexual and I don't watch any kind of LGBT shows/movies or read any books that go with it. I didn't even know Y!A had a LGBT section, until a couple months back. I never made a huge deal about my orientation. I didn't even discover myself like most. Just because I'm bisexual doesn't mean I'm supposed to watch, read, etc. about something to do with my orientation. I discovered I was bisexual when I kept saying "That's gay!" "This is so gay!" Then my bisexual friend said "Hey! I'm gay!" "Ren, you want to take a walk and hold hands?" me, "Um.....yeh, sure.". That's how I found out. I didn't even question it or ask questions about my orientation on here. All I thought was "...Cool, I'm so gay,....I'm gonna go play video games, do drugs, and masturbate because the devil said so." I'm also sure this girl doesn't want to piss her parents off. Probably trying to turn herself straight. Also, you're a sensitive person like someone I knew. He'd cry if some girl had a boyfriend. I do that same thing she does, I become anti-social around people and I don't know why. Sounds to me like she's a little anti-social and more comfortable around men.